Hello Friends,
As you all may already know I started out at a pretty high weight, maybe one of the highest weights in this group @ 490lbs! That was not my actual pre-surgery weight though; it was the highest weight ever in my life, approximately 8 months prior to surgery and the wake up call that got me serious about WLS.
I had no clue that I had reached that level of obesity. I found out when I went to an emergency room with edemas in both legs that had in turn developed into a Staph infection/dermatitis. The ER docs had me weighed, and I did not even know what the weight was, until my mom told me much later - she had taken me to the ER.
I was on 7 different medications per day, three times a day including Methadone for chronic pain. My face was bloated, my color was horrible, and I had been constipated going on two and a half years since my industrial accident and major spine surgery.
My body was shutting down and my organs were not working. In November 2003 I crawled into bed with what I thought was just another stomach virus/illness. But it was more serious than that. I had brown stuff coming out of every orifice, my urine was brown, even nasty brown stuff was oozing out of my ears. It was just awful. I went completely cold turkey on the Methadone and all the other prescription drugs. It was two weeks of pure hell and serious illness, and the chronic pain did not go away but I got through the withdrawal on my own. Once all that junk was cleared from my system, my organs began to do their jobs again, with a vengeance! Another three weeks and I was "cleaned out" and no longer "bound up", talk about pain... Hopefully most of you will never know.
In January 2004 I got real serious about researching the AGB and WLS. I had researched it all before when I had attempted to get insurance approval in 2001 and 2002, without any luck. This time I was going to self pay and get this done and not rely on others opinions or approval.
I started to lower my carbohydrate intake and change my eating habits and began to lose weight long before surgery. I made my choice for a Surgeon and made peace with the idea of doing WLS in Mexico because I simply could not afford it here in the States. I scheduled my surgery and ordered a scale in March 2004. When the scale arrived it indicated I weighed in at 437 lbs. So with the combination of kicking prescription drugs and a moderately low carbohydrate diet, I had lost 53lbs on my own.
Then the thought entered my head briefly If I can lose 53lbs on my own, why have WLS? Well I answered that quickly enough on my own. I knew that I had lost previously over 100lbs on several occasions. In fact, I had lost 140lbs with one attempt at dieting Of course it never stayed off and would come back with a vengeance. I have been overweight all my life, in fact one of my most vivid childhood memories is being weighed in front of an entire class of 4th grade kids and tipping the scale at 199lbs. I was one of the 4th graders! No, I could not do it on my own and WLS with the LapBand would be my way to a new and better life.
The day before surgery I weighed in for the Surgeon and the scale indicated 427lbs. I was then down 63lbs but really; no one could tell that I had lost a single pound. I was still too big for my size 60 pants and with my back pain and leg problems; I still walked with a cane. I needed two seats on the airplane, not just a seatbelt extender, which was a given for me. Not a rosy picture for a 40-year-old man in the Prime of life.
The surgery went very well except for the back pain I experienced from the operating table and the position I was in during surgery, I woke up in severe pain, but they took care of me and handled the pain. I asked the Surgeon afterwards what my Liver and stomach looked like? Were they loaded with fat? He said no, my surgery was no problem; I was done in 45 minutes open to close! I suppose the 63lbs I lost had helped; I really cant imagine what it would have been like in there when I was all bloated and weighing in at 490lbs. I suppose it took some sort of intervention to help me make the right decisions but they were made and I am now much better off.
This morning I took my new scale into the bathroom and weighed in, I am not quite three weeks post surgery. The scale was jittering back and forth between 399 and 400lbs. It settled on 400.2 but thats ok, I know that 399 and then 299 then??? Are just around the corner. I have lost 27lbs since surgery, and 90 pounds overall and I still have a long way to go. But I know I am on the right track.
NSVs (Non-Scale Victories) I have a few already
* I can now ride my recumbent exercise bike 20mins, could not do 3mins before.
* I took my toddler daughter swimming two days this weekend, what a joy!
* My size 60 jeans are falling off!
* My heart knows I have a future, what a difference that can make in ones attitude!
For those of you just considering the LapBand and WLS, read all you can, learn all you can and do all you can to proceed with your life! I am a big strong he-man type guy who hated the idea that I needed a crutch or help with anything. Maybe my injury changed all that, but it was still a tough internal struggle for me to realize that this was the right thing to do and that if I did it I would not be a lesser man or person.
I am what I am, and that is a person who eats way too much. If I could do something to stop that craving/desire or modify it, I had to do it. And I did. I am now proud of what I have done for myself. I know it is very early in my Bandster life to be making broad statements, but I think it was the right thing for me to do. I will never see that 90lbs again, bye bye blubber! The feeling you get when you realize you will not slip up and gain it all back, is empowering and just plain awe inspiring.
So thanks to everyone on the boards for youre stories, youre help, youre advice and youre kindness. I plan on extending my hand of gratitude and friendship to each and everyone of you when/if we meet. I also plan on continuing the tradition of helping the new people with this momentous decision. As I am one of the new people myself, I guess, I will do so carefully and hopefully with wisdom and caution.
Scott
D-O-B 04/22/04
Dr. Pedro Kuri
490/427/400